STORY OF A HEART BY ANGELTRAX RECORDS
FEATURING VOCALS BY GUMDROP


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SONGBOOK with words to 35 songs, the ones from fall are now being added.
in nome padre filio spiritui sancta we need the clip of Pio saying this its just too authentic to pass up.




ANTHOLOGY VERSION


This is a musial story about a radio station known as DOT radio and features the character of GUMDROP, aka DROP, a fictitious family known as the "gambizzi" and the crew of the radio station with guest appearances by hip hop legend gettinn bak, warped blue blood little vanya, and others..
The score was nominated for a "Jemmy" which is like an Emmy and a Grammy combined together, because it means, it made Jah Smile.
And the Jemmy if bestowed upon the project, belongs to the entire crew.

The last one is from a city angels set, and it ended up to be from a movie, and it is dedicated to any girl (or actually any person) who was beat up or died because of refusing to sleep with someone.
But now we are going to need a happy one again.
update for Columbus day weekend, might not be finished but it does have 33 songs, plus Jemmy explained more about fantasy, comedy, tragedy and reality.
see the University of Chicago media studies dept for FANTASY and FANTASM discussions, which should probably go in this book somewhere
Anyway there are about ten songs that need to be finished so that's like one in three. When you are trying to articulate, it requires more energy because you have to listen to your heart.
So, yeah it's been a year but if I had to present this to a panel of doctors or whatever, it is what it is.
Plus, the story line also has to be edited to protect privacy. So, there you have it. It's not finished. but yet, how can I resist?
If it gets an F for un FINISHED I say FABBRICAZIONE DI FATIMA and it gets an A for AGAPE. AMEN. ALLELUJA
UPDATE FOR NOVEMBER, We're adding some songs from the fall season of 2019.



This is a very personal thing.
It is better understood if you realize there was a musical conversation going on at the Dot radio, particularly listen to the DJ JOY sets especially the ones in the Spring from February March etc because there was a conversation going on which absolutely influenced real life events.
If you want to get epic with the history, Dot radio opened in 2016 and on the eve of columbus day of that year, a rainy night if memory serves, Gumdrop was jonesing for Milk duds and struck up a friendship with Kings of Maui of CTT.
The first two songs which never got finished were meant to honor CTT.
Two years later on the eve Columbus day 2018, Gumdrop composed the song "bensonhurst graduation" which seems to have been uploaded the following day, and that Thursday October 11, wrote in her musical diary, "Dinner with "Joy"? I wonder who that guy is."
We will say no more.

It is also kind of interesting that people in the Valanga have worked for Radio Free Europe, and somebody also have had college radio station experience in fact they might have been offered the job of being in charge of the station (find this out), which hey thats interesting.

Why is it so hard to deal with it? WHen asking Pio, I got this picture in my mind. It's like a heroin smuggler. If you have ever known a heroin summgler, they take a great risk by swallowing balloons of heroin and then passing them, once they get through customs. the heroin never enters the blood or if it does, they die of an OD. The emotional experience is like the heroin, except it needs to enter your heart somehow and get metabolized but you have to be in the hospital to do that. So your heart goes to the hospital, it getes anaestetized with haze by Jemmy (or an angel, except the angel was having trouble with me so Jemmy was like a mediator) then the true emotions of your heart enter your bloodstream and its ok. This also happened to the Australian guy, the angel made him feel all that love and then taught him about his emotions which he was most probably trying to drug out so he wouldn't feel the emotions. But he was good at explaining the experience without getting into the gritties

I MOVED THE POEM TO THE SONG BOOK, trying to clean this up a bit! RARE LIVE CLIPS OF CARMINE GABUZZO
CARMINE CLIP 2